Guyz do u ever felt alone when actually there are a lot of people surround u? Hm datz wat I felt today.. I’ve been busy for a while with my tesis and competition that I faced just now, so I dun have much time to keep in touch wit my friend.. After all my duty is done, we han’ out for 2 celebrate valentine and I suddenly felt I wasn’t belong to d “group” anymore.. They keep talking about many topics dat I dun understand coz I wasn’t there when it happened and they seem didn’t care if I didn’t join the conversation. But d strangest for me is when my bezfriend say something to another friend, who also a friend of mine, but he didn’t wan me 2 hear it and when I asked wat’s wrong, he said it didn’t important.. In mind I was thinking “Is it dat long I’ve gone dat now my bezfriend, who usually share everything now cannot say something in front of me and dat he now hv new bezfriend?” Before, he’s very close to me than 2 the other friend in the group and now I felt like I’m juz a “han’ out friend” 2 him.. The longer I stay the more worse it got.. When I was left alone with my “old bezfriend”, we even didn’t say anything 2 each other, like we never been friend before.. I guess its really weird when somehow u juz get left out like dat.. I often heard, for a long time ago, someone said dat people come and go in our lives but only true friend will leave footprint in our lives.. I’ve heard dat so many times but I never thought dat it will actually happened 2 me.. You must be thinking dat I’m 2 naïve for thinking dat way.. I do know that sometimes people juz easily left u but I really never think dat it will happened 2 “my group” since we’ve been friends for quite some times.. I seriously thinking dat my friendship wit them going 2 last 4ever, or at least for a long time.. Sure its naïve for me 2 thinking dat way, but there are times when I dun know wat I’m going 2 do if I dun hv them so it is scary for me to imagine wat life would be without them.. And now may be for d first time I realize dat it’s happening and I must face it dat may be I already dun belong 2 “their group” anymore and there are things dat not as eternal as u wan 2 be…
At first I do feel disappointed but than I realize “hey dat’s life”.. Nothing timeless in diz life n I guess friendship is one of d thing dat’z not eternal.. I dunno if thiz is rite coz for me juz d idea of dat happening is scary but it did happened anyway.. Further, I guess people change.. We use to get along well but when u change and u found dat people surround u didn’t, u may thinking about less han’out wit them, specially when they cannot understand wat u’re saying or vice versa.. I guess dat’z wat happening 2 me.. I was 2 busy with my duty n not paying attention to my friends n when I look back at them, they’re not the same person I think they are, n may be 4 them I’m not the same person as I used 2 be.. Moreover, I do believe dat life is a journey n every person hv their own way, sometimes we meet at an “intersection” n for a while we may take the same path 2gether, but obviously at the end we hv 2 split up coz u hv different path 2 take.. Its sucks specially when u realize dat u’re the only one dat need 2 finished your own journey n in doing dat sometimes u hv 2 walk alone.. Indeed its lonely, n I do feel dat rite now but in d front “intersection”, someone new might come along n may be u can walk with him/her 2gether till d end……………
Last but not least, I believe every story has a lesson.. Oscar Wilde once said, if its good its wonderful, if its bad its experience.. So wat can I take from diz lesson?? First may be I need 2 learn not 2 be so dependent on other people, learn 2 trust on yourself more then u trust someone else because he might know u but he will never understand the real u.. Second, u might realize that God is d only friend dat would never leave u, whether u’re in d moment of happiness or in misery.. Third, always believe dat things happen for a reason.. May be u need 2 get away from them 2 develop yourself.. Juz hv faith dat it will go to a better direction since u hv God 2 show u d way…
Wat do you guyz think???? Do u ever felt d same???? Feel free 2 share…
At first I do feel disappointed but than I realize “hey dat’s life”.. Nothing timeless in diz life n I guess friendship is one of d thing dat’z not eternal.. I dunno if thiz is rite coz for me juz d idea of dat happening is scary but it did happened anyway.. Further, I guess people change.. We use to get along well but when u change and u found dat people surround u didn’t, u may thinking about less han’out wit them, specially when they cannot understand wat u’re saying or vice versa.. I guess dat’z wat happening 2 me.. I was 2 busy with my duty n not paying attention to my friends n when I look back at them, they’re not the same person I think they are, n may be 4 them I’m not the same person as I used 2 be.. Moreover, I do believe dat life is a journey n every person hv their own way, sometimes we meet at an “intersection” n for a while we may take the same path 2gether, but obviously at the end we hv 2 split up coz u hv different path 2 take.. Its sucks specially when u realize dat u’re the only one dat need 2 finished your own journey n in doing dat sometimes u hv 2 walk alone.. Indeed its lonely, n I do feel dat rite now but in d front “intersection”, someone new might come along n may be u can walk with him/her 2gether till d end……………
Last but not least, I believe every story has a lesson.. Oscar Wilde once said, if its good its wonderful, if its bad its experience.. So wat can I take from diz lesson?? First may be I need 2 learn not 2 be so dependent on other people, learn 2 trust on yourself more then u trust someone else because he might know u but he will never understand the real u.. Second, u might realize that God is d only friend dat would never leave u, whether u’re in d moment of happiness or in misery.. Third, always believe dat things happen for a reason.. May be u need 2 get away from them 2 develop yourself.. Juz hv faith dat it will go to a better direction since u hv God 2 show u d way…
Wat do you guyz think???? Do u ever felt d same???? Feel free 2 share…
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