25 things about me

1. 2 countries i wish on living are French and South Korea, though i didn't wish to be born in South Korea because of its issues with North Korea..

2. Though openly said that i didn't like living in Indonesia, there are many things i secretly admire about Indonesia, such as Borobudur, Komodo, Bali, Lombok, its culture, its cuisine (which i believe is the best in the world), the people, the diversity etc..

3. Proud to be a chinese descendant, of its culture, of its long history and of its contribution that shaped the world's history.. We're the biggest race in the world..

4. Ashamed on the fact that even i was born as a chinese descendant, i can't speak mandarin.. i blame Soeharto New Regime for banned the Chinese culture for 32 years..

5. I never really liked football until i dated my first ex.. She loves football so much that makes me interest on watching it too..

6. Loves reading and writing though the hardest part for me is always to start it.. But once it did it, i can't stop until the end..

7. I'm easily feel insecure and doubt myself.. Till today i don't know what i want to do for the future or what i'm hoping for i become in the future..

8. Believe in Jesus and proud in saying it..

9. Hate the smells of parfum.. i can't stand the smell..

10. F.R.I.E.N.D.S is the best tv series ever made! i still watch it n still missing it so much..

11. I'm a moody person.. what i do, what i say or what i feel is influenced a lot by my mood.. its crazy, i know and i try to change it just don't know how to do it..

12. One of the dreams i had is touring the world backpacking.. Though my dad say its wasting time, but i still want to do it..

13. Can't stand chili.. People say that man is measured by how much they can stand chili.. I reject that and believe its the most ridiculous things i ever heard..

14. When i'm in stress i thought about suicide a lot, though i never had the courage to do it.. Or as some people might say it, i'm not coward enough to do it.. i don't know which reason though..

15. I had a crush on a girl 3 years younger than me and already like her for the past 3 years, though i never had the courage to say or even show it..

16. I believe on the Love at the First Sight.. for me first impression matters and it goes for love and friends..

17. Though i'm allergic to milk, i love ice cream.. its a sacrifice i'm willing to endure..

18. Believe what it says that 1000 friends is not enough yet 1 enemy is too much..

19. My favorite card games is capsa.. i can play it all the time.. I think my record goes for 6-7 hours in Pizza Hut Jemursari with Charly and Sun2..

20. If i had the money i want to do plastic surgery.. i don't like on how i look and the first thing i would change is my nose..

21. I already live in the best town in Indonesia.. Won't move in to other town as long as its in Indonesia.. i want to move in to Paris or Seoul though..

22. I wish to spend my retirement in Bali with the person i love and we can watch sunset in beach everyday while holding hand and still sees the spark of love in her eyes..

23. Wish that i can be a vegetarian one day.. its really hard to stop eating those chicken, cow and specially pig..

24. The biggest mistake i've ever done was not to study hard enough in college.. but the again, as i recalled, i never work hard enough on everything..

25. just realized that i don't really know myself coz its really hard to found 25 things about me..